A Cluttered Mind

There’s a character in the Stormlight Archive series named┬áTaravangian who wakes up every morning with a different IQ (told I would still be thinking about the series weeks after reading it). Basically, he will have an average intelligence for most of the days with it varying slightly, but on rare occasions, he is incredibly stupid…

The Stormlight Archive by Brandon Sanderson (Books 1-3)

I’ve never done a book review here, and I feel like that’s probably a major injustice (as I am INFP and INFPs love books and INFPs love hearing about new books). So, I’ve read some of Brandon Sanderson’s books. I adore The Rithmatist, and I desperately need to reread his Reckoner’s series. After buying all…

Changes, Worries, Mini-Review of Coco, and Other Rambling Thoughts

I apologize profusely for not having written anything in a long while. It’s been a crazy end of the semester and beginning of summer. The semester was long, stressful, and an ending of several things that began at the beginning of the school year. Which, I find odd, as this past sophomore year of mine…

Sleeping at Last: Four

Kinda random post, also short, but one of my favorites bands is Sleeping at Last. They have been currently making songs about each of the nine Enneagram types. They just finished Four, which is one of the closest types to INFP (type 9 is also pretty close too). It’s a really good song, and it…

The Thoughts I Don’t Speak

The many people in my life blur together whenever I think back on my life as I wonder what would have happened if I said what I thought. So many thoughts. So many emotions. Too much to put books, even the clarity of writing would be futile at the vastness of it all. Thoughts buzz…

A Letter to Loved Ones

I am blessed beyond measure. I have been given a life I don’t deserve, a life I could never fully repay. My reality must be a fantasy to some. Why is it so hard for me to realize that? How can I not see how good I have it sometimes, to the point where my…

Ambiguous

My reality remains ambiguous, uncertain, vague. Never knowing, always wondering. Never seeing, always wishing. I worry what others think of me. I worry that if I don’t think right, look right, or seem like I have everything together and an exuberant personality and charm to match my life, people won’t like me. People won’t notice…

Unreachable

I’m never enough. Why must my dreams be so cut off from reality? Why is there no intersection of fantasy and fact? Life is never as perfect as I dream it to be, and I am never as whole as everyone seems to be around me. Why must I be different? Apart from everyone? All…

A Moment

This is just a random stream of thought I had late at night in the library. The library is loud with a cacophony of colors as people walk around. They are quiet, yet loud with their movement. I should be studying. Instead, I feel sentimental. Nostalgic. Melancholic. Most of the time, I surrender to my…

A Stream of Thoughts – #2 – On Being Unique and Alone

It’s easy to think I’m overly unique. While I’m good at understanding how other people are feeling, it’s easy to isolate myself from the crowd and feel I’m special. Sure, I’m unique, quirky, quiet, but lots of people are. I’ve got my own gifts and ideas that can’t be shared with others. There are a…

The INFP College Experience

My first semester living on campus is almost to a close. Crazy how life-changing 3 months can be. Sorry for the late post, I’ll mention. Felt the need to both write something and reminisce for once on the experiences of the past semester, thus the purpose of this post. Like the title suggests, this post…

Aesthetic

At the college I go to, there is a “cafe” in one of the student centers that has several snacks and drinks for students to buy. Usually if I want to buy something sweet but relatively cheap, I’ll get a glass bottle of soda. My friends will often ask why I’m getting the glass bottle…